Not that all die for  the kind of life you have portrayed up in there. Priorities make people do whatever shit they are in to. What are yours? Certainly different than any another girl your age. Let's talk some cliched shits, some deja vu craps.You should vie looking for inner beauty in yourself, that is not reflected in that shiny, unhappy mirror of yours, and dare to disregard superficial distractions like your fake blond hair (that looks funny like hell in Asian complexion), contrived smile that showcases your artificially whitened teeth, so called uncomfortable clothes to delineate or may be disguise your sloppy figure and glossy eyes that carry so sluggishly some contacts.

Try seeing yourself above all these, may be you will find some truth about yourself, who knows may be you are  not as pretty as you dream yourself to be. Accept the bitterness, welcome the satire, live the paradox, may be you will shed some arrogance and see the 'truth' people seem to know much about you. Probably you will get yourself out of this 'kuwa' that injects in your brain some guts to speak for everybody. May be not all of the bums wanna simulate your life style.

You said you are well educated, (which is a relative shit to proclaim like that btw), hold a good job (again relative crap), it is a matter of great pity to find such a flourishing and fecund (?) lady to feel lost looking for blokes who talk their heart out to you every friggin' time.

But hey, mind you, these words are directly coming out of my bored heart. I swear! Only for you.