Okay this was written hmm..about 8 months and it’s like 23 pages long and still not done but I’ll just post a little bit of it for now!!
It’s not really a story or anything!! Well it goes more into a story format kind of I guess later on but couple of pages it’s just crazy stuff!! It’s kind of dumb actually!! I am just letting my hands move so it’s very plain and simple and it’s just thoughts in someone’s mind all jumbled up like someone’s trying to sort it on paper!! :)
So just read it!!

The eyes meet!
The hairs from the wrist of my hand stand on the edge and it just goes right up to my shoulders and then down my back!! I can feel it and then I start to sweat!
What’s going on?? I don’t know or do I?
Does it matter?? Am I supposed to know the feeling and why it’s happening?

But then a day later I can feel the tears running down my cheeks and it goes into my ears!! What is this?? Do I need to be taken to a mental hospital?? Or am I just brainless that I sweated in the first place??
Was I supposed to stop myself from allowing the eyes to meet? Would that have stopped the tears?? I bet you it would have!! So it’s my fault now huh??
I see!!
No I don’t see anything except those lips moving towards me like it’s being forced on me and there’s nothing I can do about it but let it come closer!!
If it was forced then why am I howling my lungs out a day later?? No no!! it wasn’t forced!! I don’t know!!
Why does 6 months seem like a day later?? What?? :S
I believe…………….

I’ll post the rest only if I feel like it!! :P

2 eyes meet but one's left crying.

wait a minute!!! let me read it again:)

It's like modern art. It's nice and still you don't get it.

Nice one Nails.

Keep Posting :-)>

Eh.. la panda suru gareko chaina.. post nai sidiyo.. ani jhan tes pachi.. I’ll post the rest only if I feel like it!! :P "
re.. kina hola yesto cruel huna kojeko yesto sweet manche!!

mansion - :) :)

CaMoFLaGeD - thanks!! :P

Ma Chameli - muaaaahhh!! :)
fine here's the next bit just for you ni!! you understand that it's just for you right? (wink,wink) :P

I believe there wasn’t a moment when I didn’t feel the intensity!! But it was a while back I could be wrong!! I don’t know where you came from that day!! Maybe she was with you for a long time!! I don’t really know because you never talked about it!! Now I’ll never now!! I can’t just call you up and then ask you to tell me about her!!
I don’t really care but if I didn’t really care anymore about anything then why am I trying to sort this out now??
I think you forced it on me!! Yeah you did!!

So what now?? It’s okay. I’ll cry for a while here and there and at the end it’s going to be over anyways!! I knew it was!! But you knew it too. Saying this I feel like you’re boiling my emotions in a pressure cooker so it’s just like a boiled potato!! But you know a baked potato tastes much better than a boiled one.
Then why did you put all that pressure on me?? It just doesn’t make any sense!!
I wonder what you’re doing right now!! What are you thinking about?? What do you think what I did was wrong?? Are you mad at me?? What am I saying?? How can you be mad when it’s not my fault?
But then is it my fault? I don’t know!! I could be wrong!! So what are you saying that I forced it on you??
Yeah you made it look that way at the end!! But you were the one who started it and then just left it hanging there!! So what did you expect?? Wasn’t I allowed to take some action too??
It’s not fair this way!! But I try to tell myself life is not fair!!
What is your brother’s name again?? Why do I keep forgetting it?? I was just curious!! I just wanted to know you!!
What did he tell you?? I remember that day when I nearly talked to him but then I didn’t!! I wish I had now!! Then at least he would have known!! At least him!!!
When did you say you were leaving the town??

Oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you are killin me!!!:)
i recommend kill everyone ..keep on goin:)

I name it: Chasing crush

nails,
i did not know u cud write (O:

its nice and keep it coming.....

"Confessions of a sexually frustrtaed woman".....how about it??

Hmmm....!!!

Something is going in there. Now I knew what made you keep silent for some times. So this is it?

Nice, Something is being written.

Mind is what makes you live everyday. ya!! It makes you live everyday. Heart???.... kills you. It sometimes takes you to insanity and then again mind comes there, plays its role. It's life and life is what they call "roller coaster" hehehehe!! It's nice for sometimes...but always?? Well...need to change the ride. Let the ride be for the enjoyment. Let ups and downs be a part of those better side of life.

Don't be confused. Let the mind work.

nice ;)

Title could be: Diary of a mad asian woman...... :D

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wasn't trying to be rude...your writing reflects your state of mind...

Nails Sweety.. Muwaaah..
Thank you very much.. I knew you couldn't be cruel. Very interesting indeed.. I bet there is more to it..I like your writing.. state of confusion eh.. then who is not confused..
I hope you feel like posting more.. :P