Every now and then i am tired of myself
I am living all by myself
I am in good financial status and i dont have to worry about earning food 7/24
I am doing good research and pursuing higher degrees than my collegues
I have support from my family back in Nepal and my lovable ones here
But still people say why u r sad always ??
I am happy sometimes but still .... i know i am sad
i am tired of life , coming school every day doing research doing this doing that drinking beer and going to party dancing in bar ............and all
I THINK I AM TIRED OF LIFE

just do something that u have really wanted to do... struggle with every little thing that comes to you, and WIN, WIN and WIN..
that makes u more happy than anyone else in the whole world

I think you are going through a bout of depression. Happens now and then... you have everything and yet you feel like there is something missing. I think that the main problem is that you think too much. Do you know that if a person thinks too much and says to himself repeatedly that he is bored and that he has no life then that is how you mind will start thinking and will result in depression! just be around people you like.. do things you like doing and dont give yourself time to think that there is nothing for you to do anymore. It is weird how people unconsciously make themselves depressed!

Dude, do you have a gf? if not, try to make one, not for a timepass but on a serious note. Go for a serious relationship with someone. Might help!!

If you will have a GF, you will have no time to get tired ot to be bored. You will be dreaming about her all the time and you will have so little time for anything else!!! You will be smiling more than you are now.

Do some exercise man; your perspective in life will change once you start exercising regularly.

Well , thanks for ur comment guys and gals.
BUT
I do have a GF but i am not serious with her , i will not end-up marrying her , that i/she know/s and our relationship is also not that serious. Gals are waste of time and money if u have want to spend time without doing any fruitful thing, GALS are good company, or else, NO
NO OFFENSE HAI, may be i havent met real GAL in my life.
SHIV, i do go to GYM 3 times a week. I run 3 laps , and build chest one day , biceps/triceps second day and shoulders/legs the third day. Abs at the end of each day and swimming and sauna. I go sometimes on weekend to play games as Tennis and racquet balls.. Those are my regular routine.

I donno what is the solution, but I THINK I AM TIRED OF LIFE.

Well i do traveling also , to get refreshed sometimes if i get breaks. I went CA, FL too. DC, NYC are close to my place, since i am in NY. I enjoy there couple of day but when i am back again the same thing.
I do cook at home and eat good food, i am a good cook and i love cooking too.
But i donno.......
LIFE SUCKS BIG TIME

Stop being such a pansy.. shut the fu( k up and deal with it will ya? Nothing wrong with you. you are living a life that half the men in the world dream of and yet you complain. Go watch Elephant man... and tell me what you think.

Asked Dr. Phil !!! like VB said nothing is wrong with you. Sometimes everyone go thru those sad and depressed days and it might take a whole week before you starts to feel back. You have a much better life than millions of men so just appriciate the life and deal with it one day at a time.

You might be missing home. when I miss home so much I go thru those depressed days and I get better after a while. So make some phone calls to loved ones and if you have enough time and of course money go visit family back in nepal if you have any family there. Just suggestion from my experiance. It might help !!!

It looks like you have a tendency to notice the half empty glass rather than half full one.Try to sometimes appreciate the lower portion of your screwdriver.See how beautifully lies that orange juice mingled with Grey Goose.And how intimate they have become in the process and how one has become screw and other the driver.Giving birth to this bliss named "screwdriver"....
Imagine that?
Otherwise take a refuge and become a monk like me re kya:)
Happiness will follow.
iZ

Listen to beautiful songs like Anni Chhoying, beautiful movies like "A walk to remember', or some beautiful books 'no recommendation', have conversation with beautiful person. These are the moments with spiritual significance. It is not depression. It is the beginning of insight, beginning of realization. It teaches us not get corrupted, not to cheat, not to betray. It tells, "winning is not always the best thing in life". What are the 'values' in our life? May be indulging as I suggested above is not the best thing to do. I'd try not to avoid these important realizations and moments, and to seek answers within myself.

There is no doubt that you are suffering from 'depression'.

Depression is a state of mind which today's scientific world is trying to prove as clinical disease. But nobody really knows what it is and how it happens.I believe psychology is still far beyond the reach of science caz some people have started to think psychiatry as a pseudoscience not a science.So, there is no any perfect cure for depression unless he understands his own problem and cures himself and tries to accomodate in the real world. There is always a reason ( a situation that a person tries to overcome/ something a person missed but he does/doesn't know) behind a depression, but every depressed man may not know what the reason is. Some bitter truth about depression..(based on experience)
1) An undepressed person never understands a depressed person.
2) Suggesting and trying to help him might make him more depressed.
3) A depressed person develops another depression thinking he has 'depression'
4) A depressed person never accepts any suggestion the way it is supposed to be.
5) A depression may not be a feeeling of inferiority but a feeling of extreme superiority that makes him worried and deppressed about his own superiority-being feeling .(Psychoneurosis)

If anybody feels one of the above statements are exactly true...I am sure he has some depression too..caz others think its bullshit and never tries to understand...

Dude, why dont you find your problem and solve yourself? If you think it is impossible, or you dont have any problem and its a matter of superiority/inferiority, just accept it!!remember- ACCEPTING MIND IS A SUPERIOR MIND!!

and one more thing...thinking only is not the way of solution of every problem. Mind only does everything based on our 5 senses.Who knows there could be some more and we are lacking it!!

DEPRESSION IS A WEAPON DEVIL USES TO DESTROY THE CREATION OF GOD.
YOU NEED A TRUE GOD IN YOUR LIFE. TRY TO FIND WHERE YOU CAME FROM, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE AND WHERE WILL YOU GO FROM HERE. IF YOU DID NOT FIND THE ANSWER, LET ME GIVE YOU A TIP TO DO SO:

INSTEAD OF EATING JUNK FOOD FROM MCDONALD, START EATING FROM IN AND OUT. WHILE YOU ARE EATING TRY TO READ EVERY SINGLE WORD OR NUMBER WRITTEN IN THEIR NAPKINS, DRINK CUPS, ETC. IF YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, TRY TO FIND SOMEBODY WHO KNOWS WHAT IT MEANS. YOU WILL BE IN GOOD HANDS. THIS IS NOT A JOKE. TAKE IT SERIOUSLY.

IF YOU NEED MY HELP, LEAVE ME YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS AT DILMABASA@YAHOO.COM
I WILL TRY TO HELP A LOST SOUL.

Arent you sick and tired of being sick and tired? if not, you must be suffering from serious constipation. just kiddin. you need a serious relation rather than a f#@ buddy. hey, strong financial status is nothing to do with someones happiness. Its like you can buy a nice bed with your money but not a goodnight sleep. Quit that attitude. I guess you need to go back home and spend some times with your friends and family.

Stop being such a pansy.. shut the fu( k up and deal with it will ya? Nothing wrong with you. you are living a life that half the men in the world dream of and yet you complain. Go watch Elephant man... and tell me what you think.
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Wow this is the second time i have to agree with this gentleman/woman. I dont know anyone without problems. Atleast you feel sometimes, trust me there are people who feel that everyday, so feel lucky about it.

And if you are depressed ,well the best cure for depression is hard work..

Mistakes: Everybody makes it..But don't make it twice...
Failures: Even the god fails, But you must learn from your mistakes...
Tragedies: Just a part of life, Life goes on....
Happiness: It lies on your own soul, Go search for it...Nobody rather that u can show u that...GO GET THEM...
And here I think U need some really good company too..REAL GOOD COMPANY...:)
Nirman~*

OLYMPIC CONDOMS

A man is out shopping and discovers a new brand of Olympic condoms. Clearly impressed, he buys a pack. Upon getting home he announces to his wife the purchase he just made.

"Olympic condoms?" she asks, "What makes them so special?"

"There are three colors," he replies, "Gold, Silver and Bronze."

"What color are you going to wear tonight?" she asks cheekily.

"Gold of course," says the man proudly.

The wife responds, "Really, why don't you wear Silver, it would be nice if you came second for a change!"
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WAYS TO TELL SOMEONE THEIR FLY IS UNZIPPED

1. "The cucumber has left the salad."

2. "Someone tore down the wall, and your Pink Floyd is hanging out."

3. "Your soldier ain't so unknown now."

4. "Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells."

5. "Elvis Junior has LEFT the building!"

6. "Mini Me is making a break for the escape pod."

7. "You've got your fly set for Monica instead of Hillary."

8. "You've got a security breach at Los Pantaloons."

9. "I'm talking about Shaft, can you dig it?"

10. "Men are From Mars, women can see Your Penis."
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20 REASONS WHY A QUICKIE BEATS MARATHON SEX

1. No repetitive-stress injuries.

2. Knocks out insomnia faster than two tabs of Tylenol PM and a Bud tallboy.

3. Two words: less sweat.

4. On deadline? No problem!

5. Saves on batteries.

6. No guilt associated with saying, "I think it's time for you to go home now."

7. Two more words: stress reduction.

8. Makes for an interesting elevator ride.

9. Won't ruin your lipstick.

10. Great way to kill time while stuck in traffic on the way to the beach (if you don't mind rubberneckers).

11. Sometimes you just don't want your toes sucked.

12. You don't have to worry about remembering your partner's name.

13. Performance anxiety? What's that?

14. It's something to do while talking to your parents on the phone.

15. Doesn't give you enough time to notice he or she smells bad.

16. You don't have to suffer the embarrassment of having an orgasm in front of someone you hardly know.

17. You can have your after-sex cig in the cab. That is, after having sex in the cab.

18. A line doesn't form outside the bathroom at the party.

19. Dinner doesn't get cold.

20. Pillow talk? What's that!
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10 REJECTION LINES GIVEN BY WOMEN
(and what they actually mean)



10. I think of you as a brother.
(You remind me of that inbred banjo-playing geek in "Deliverance.")

9. There's a slight difference in our ages.
(You are one Jurassic geezer.)

8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.
(You are the ugliest dork I've ever laid eyes upon.)

7. My life is too complicated right now.
(I don't want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys I'm seeing.)

6. I've got a boyfriend.
(Who's really my male cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry's.)

5. I don't date men where I work.
(Hey, bud, I wouldn't even date you if you were in the same 'solar system', much less the same building.)

4. It's not you, it's me.
(It's not me, it's you.)

3. I'm concentrating on my career.
(Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you.)

2. I'm celibate.
(I've sworn off only the men like you.)

1. Let's be friends.
(I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the other men I meet and have sex with.)

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MARRIED A NUN

Not long after his marriage, Ernie Junior and his father Ernie senior, met for lunch.

"Well son," asked Ernie senior, "How is married life treating you?"

"Not very well, I'm afraid," sighed junior. "It seems I married a nun."

"A nun?" his father questioned.

"That's right," moaned Ernie junior. "None in the morning, none at night, and none at all unless I beg!"

Ernie senior nodded knowingly and slapped his boy on the back a couple of times. "Why don't we all get together for dinner tonight and have a nice talk?"

Young Ernie smiled, "Say, Dad, that's a great idea!"

"Fine," replied Ernie senior, "I'll call home and tell the Mother Superior to set two extra plates."
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CHICKEN

A little boy and girl at school having lunch in the shelter shed.

"Tommy," she said, "I'm not eating any more chicken sandwiches."

"Why?" he asked.

"Cause I'm starting to grow feathers down here," she said, pointing to the bottom of her tummy.

"I don't believe you!" he said. "You'll have to show me."

Behind the shed they went, where the inspection took place.

"Gee, you're right," he said. "I've been eating a lot of chicken, perhaps I'm getting feathers too."

"Well, I'd better have a look," she said.

After a lengthy examination, she looked up and said, "Oh, I think it's too late for you, you've got the neck and giblets too!"

Brun42 ... but have you tried simply smiling even fake smiles ... smile does wonders!!

RBT
Ciao

Brun42,
This 13th-century poem may inspire you to know how important you are for this world.
You were born with potential.
You were born with goodness and trust.
Your were born with ideals and dreams.
You were born with greatness.
You were born with wings.
You are not meant for crawling, so don't.
You have wings.
Learn to use them and fly.

Hope you will feel better and remember you are not alone.

k brun sathi , sajha hunda hunda yesto kura garne
Hami pani tehi taal ta ho ni sathi, eklai sabai samhalera basya cha kyare, aba Ba le k k bhandai the asti kura garda.
moj gar khao piyo tehi ta honi yaar, tapailai time dherai bho jasto cha, nachahine sochera basne , la katha lekhum sajha ma, tapai ko ni time paas hamro ni time pass ki kaso sathiho.
Yedi serious bha bhe chaine ---------
tapailai pakkai pani ghar ko yaad aayo ani Nirman sathi le bhanya jastai pakka REAL GOOD COMPANY...ko jarurat parya jasto cha
Nepal ma ba lai bhanum khoj na lai la .
Upaya eutai banki ta cha bhai ... pariwar banaum..

;) :P :) :P