Painful Darkness

Late one night when i cound't sleep

woke up in the middle of the night

stared at the stars and asked them

why do you shine even when my life is dark

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Another night i couldn't sleep again

woke up the stars were not there

they heard me and didn't shine again

Now the stars are also in pain

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Later other night i couldn't sleep again

Woke up in the middle of the night

looked down at the moon in the lake of tears

why do you glow even when my life is dim

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Another night i couldn't sleep again

woke up the moon covered itself with the clouds

It heard me it didn't glow again

Now the moon is also in pain

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Now the night were dark and ugly

Everyone wondered what happened to them

I still thought staring at the sky they are still in pain

Actually it was not them it was me who was in pain

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Now the nights were better for me

 I was always hidden in the dark

My fears always hidden inside me

And the lake of tears always filling on

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The days were still harder for me

The sun shone so bright i could burn my eyes

I wondered if the sun feels my pain

I hoped the sun just got lost in vain

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One noon the sun shone as if there were two

I wondered if i could ask  why it shines so bright

I dared and asked the sun why are you so bright

When the night are so dark and i am so much in pain

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The sun did never shine again

I was so glad nodody could see me

nobody could see my tears

The world was all dark and so was my ife

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The darkness was good for me but not for all

The darkness brought destruction

Even then i was happy

I was so weird and  didn't cared

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Years passed by the world still in darkness

Everyone in terror everyone in pain

A day came i had to go i was no more

Something amazing happend that day i hear

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The sun shone again as bright as it could

The moon started to glow as if its ready to blow

The stars started to shine and twinkle

Now i know i was never in pain

It was me who was the pain.

_________________________________________                                   insanely psycho