I am not royalist
i am not communist
i love nepal
my motherland
but
i am not even american neither i can call myself nepali,
who am i?
i think i will never go back to nepal.
i am traitor, i am hypocrite
i am sorry my mother.
cause i know nepal is not going to be the same.
there was peace ,
people were poor
there were dalits , there were rich
yet i feel people were happy , the way they were.
now i don't feel people are ever going to be happy
you kick king out
you put communism in
you talk big equality and fairness
now did that bring peace and happiness?
people of nepal are just not going to be happy again.
who did wrong?what went wrong?
no matter now who does what?
people of nepal are not going to be same, not going to be same .
people of nepal , how are u going to be happy ?
what can bring back that peace?
that we lost.
who do we blame ?
i or you?
