NepalonMind,

Thank you for writing this here...Great one...

Bichari Nepalonyourmind!!

Yes, he would realize one day what he missed in his life, a precious thing, you. Is that Amriteee who was standing with his arms open for you though??

Amriteeeeeeeee

nepalonmymind,
hope that u r happy with whatever decision u make/made.

sometimes its better to be with the person who loves u rather than who u love ...

hoina ra (O:

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as always,
what do i know (O:

hormone and their fading effects,....

nepalonmymind :o|

dun mind me hai..but u got me thinkin there..if smtimes u do think of that person...errr doesnt that mean..the person is still smthin to u?made u the way u r now?dun take it the wrong way hai :oD..its all good esp if u r saturated with happiness :oD..isnt it we realise happiness only when we been thru sadness and aru nahuney nahuney feelns?so hopefully u been thru the worst..so u can now experience the best(better things in life)..:oD

watever happens..happens for the best doesnt it?i dunno..i like to believe so..i mean its not a believe..its how i feel..i mean wat me experiences says hehe..we all the bit diff..so shudnt assume others might feel like me hoina?:oD hehe

la la good day!good luck! and yeah!hormones!!!!yo hormones pani!!urghh :oS hehe

Nice story - relates to mine but then I am a guy...

One can harly know how others feel even if they are close. At times things changes and life takes turn that is due to circumstances over various emotional control. I might have thought that I had had her for sure for life but at times the young mind of her had drawn her to think over and act differently. Things were strong the first two yr but soon after she started her college life it faded slowly day by day. I wasn't that worried thinking I had closed the deal with my loving soul. I shared everything with her every moment of my life. I may have been too obsessive at time trying to fiddle her mind asking too many questions. As honest and beautiful as she was, I never wanted to loose her she understood me better then anyone in my life, I was flourished with her love.

Little that I knew things went south, there were no communication for days, weeks, month as I came to realize she was happy with her own life. So even though I wrote to her every day, week and month, sometimes there were no replies and even if the reply came it was "I am very busy with studies, I have exams". Little that I knew she already had someone in her life but had the courtesy to email me once in a blue moon.

I let things go thinking this love of mine wasn't meant to be. I didn't know what I had done wrong. But then I knew there was some thing that had bothered her, someone was F***in` with my computer as I never used to log off even if I did when the CPU rebooted the MSN would log automatically. Many things had happened behind my back which was mysterious. So the culprit had a very bad intension against me because he was jealous of my lifestyle, which I found out going through my previous emails which I had never written to her about.

Well misunderstanding happens but then it was too late because the damage was already done and it had been happening for months. I tried to convince her that I was not at fault but I guess it was too late in the game and she had moved on. Well this didn’t end till I saw her once with her new partner – then I said to myself that I have to let her go – but I still can’t. So help me god!

like someone ones said....i rather be your last love than your first love, that way i get to spend the rest of my life with you.

It looks like Nepalonmymind now realized what she lost. If she still thinks about him than he is something to her, I agree with “anonymous”
Usually, we will realize the value of it after we lost it. May be now you realized why he turned back to you. There must be something wrong between you two guys. Hope for your better life: you already got new love stay happy with him and forget what happened in past. People always learn from mistake so, don’t repeat same mistake again. I don’t know anything what happen to "Nepalonmymind" but form“ssq” do not save your e-mail password in your computer; some other people can misuse it.

don't dwell on something u no longer want to care about :-)

it's such a waste of time