Some musings.

Okay if Trafalgar had taken place, the brits would not have won because ......See the updated dialogue between Nelson & Hardy in "today's Trafalgar", below:

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Nelson: Order the signal Hardy.

Hardy: Aye, aye sir.

Nelson: Hold on, that's not what I dictated to the signal officer. What's the meaning of this?

Hardy: Sorry sir?

Nelson: (reading aloud) What gobbledygook is this? "England expects every person to do his/her duty, regardless of race, gender, sexual orientation, religious persuasion or disability"

Hardy: Admiralty policy, I'm afraid sir. We're an equal opportunities employer now. We had the devils own job getting 'England' past the censors, lest it be considered racist.

Nelson: Gadzooks, Hardy. Hand me my pipe and tobacco.

Hardy: Sorry sir. All naval vessels have been designated smoke-free working environments.

Nelson: In that case, break open the rum ration. Let us splice the main brace to steel the men before battle.

Hardy: The rum ration has been abolished. Admiral. Its part of the Government's policy on binge drinking.

Nelson: Good heavens, Hardy. I suppose we'd better get on with it. Full speed ahead.

Hardy: I think you will find that there is a 4 knot speed limit in this stretch of water.

Nelson: Damn it man! We are on the eve of the greatest sea battle in history. We must advance with all dispatch. Report from the crows nest, please.

Hardy: That won't be possible, sir.

Nelson: What?

Hardy: Health and safety have closed the crows nest, sir. No handrail, and they said the rope ladder doesn't meet regulations. They won't let anyone up there until proper scaffolding can be erected.

Nelson: Then get me the ships carpenter without delay, Hardy.

Hardy: He's busy knocking up a wheelchair access to the fo'c'sle Admiral.

Nelson: Wheelchair access? I never heard of anything so absurd.

Hardy: Health and safety again sir. We have to provide a barrier free environment for the differently abled.

Nelson: Differently abled? I've only one arm and one eye and I refuse even to hear mention of the word. I didn't rise to the rank of Admiral by playing the disability card.

Hardy: Actually you did sir. The Royal Navy is under-represented in the areas of visual impairment and limb deficiency.

Nelson: Whatever next? Give me full sail. The salt spray beckons.

Hardy: A couple of problems there too, sir. Health and safety won't let the crew up the rigging without crash helmets. And they don't want anyone breathing in too much salt - haven't you seen the adverts?

Nelson: I've never heard of such infamy. Break out the cannon and tell the men to stand by to engage the enemy.

Hardy: The men are a bit worried about shooting at anyone, Admiral.

Nelson: What? This is mutiny.

Hardy: It's not that sir. It's just that they're afraid of being charged with murder if they actually kill anyone there's a couple of legal aid lawyers on board, watching everyone like hawks.

Nelson: Then how are we to sink the Frenchies and the Spanish?

Hardy: Actually sir, we're not.

Nelson: We're not?

Hardy: No sir. The Frenchies and the Spanish are our European partners now. According to the Common Fisheries Policy, we shouldn't even be in this stretch of water. We could get hit with a claim for compensation.

Nelson: But you must hate a Frenchman as you hate the devil?

Hardy: I wouldn't let the ships diversity coordinator hear you saying that sir. You'll be up on disciplinary.

Nelson: You must consider every man and enemy who speaks ill of your King.

Hardy: Not any more, sir. We must be inclusive in this multicultural age. Now put on your Kevlar vest; it's the rules.

Nelson: Don't tell me - health and safety. Whatever happened to rum, sodomy and the lash?

Hardy: As I explained sir. Rum is off the menu! And there's a ban on corporal punishment.

Nelson: What about Sodomy?

Hardy: I believe its still allowed, sir.

Nelson: In that case - "kiss me Hardy"!

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Oye Nepaali,

Are you done with exams are you still toiling in the library?..Poor you..but then again, you knew exactly what you were getting into.

Just thought I'd see where things were...by the way, this is one bloody interesting thread :-) As far as the London thing is concerned, sure, I believe you're going for the externship through UCL--right!!...you're going so you get to faff around Europe for a couple of months and go hang out with that bunch of rambunctious French friends of yours..Didier..he was fun :-)

Oh..o.k..to completey embarass you, I found that when you graduate in May 2007, you, my darling retard (:-)) will actually be the 1st EVER female Nepali to get a J.D degree from an American Law school--yes, that's right...the 1st EVER Nepali female J.D lawyer in Amrika (there are a whole bunch of Nepali men and one female Nepali lawyer who got her LLM from some East Coast school)..but...yeah...so send me Photo with Autograph..I'll put it on E-bay and pay off my education loan!!! he he!!...embarassed yet?..maybe I can do better and start a thread on SAJHA so everyone knows...he he!!...
May 13 2007...better write that somewhere so I don't forget!! he.. he...

O.k...you get back to studying..I'll catch you later.

Interesting. I have a cousin who happens to be a lawyer. But she is American born and also not a full-blooded Nepali.

Uma!!!
Honestly woman have you nothing else to do than cause me much consternation and grief?...it's not enough that you do so in person, you find it necessary to take to the virtual world!!...Moron!..if only Kenya were nearer--I would delight in throttling you!

I knew there were all of 7 (?) attorney's of Nepali origin in the U.S all of whom I believe are in the New York/Queens area but I had no idea I was such a trailblazer!!...(modesty is highly over-rated! :-))

I just finished one paper yesterday and now I have three more to go..but I have a three day break before the next one..so I have time for some mindless banter! :-)

P.S..I better not see you posting any more banters on this forum--if not, I have no choice other than to divulge your contact information to a certain "Gorgeous" artiste..the things that pass for artistic talent!! :-)..check your e-mail, I'll send new pics of Damien and gang.

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Sandhurst,
The last post from you ended on a rather melancholy note, but, hopefully the recent turn of events have helped ease the worries and the sense of helplessness.
I hope all is well with you...the thread seems to be rather quiet--perhaps, you're off on another foray into the highlands--kilt et all in tow.. :-)
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Anon,
You've been exceptionally quiet as well..how are things by Aus faring? Hopefully things are fine with you as well.

Till later Gentleman,

ok ..kinda noticed this..and since im here..why not hoina?i mean who knows wat tomorrow will bring?if it come?:oS hehe..yeah gettn back to me pessism!!WOHOOOOO!!!:oD

anyways 1st thing 1st!!dyam UMA!!come back will u!!!:oD...ajjai sunum na sunum ;o)...and plus with u around ..maybe i wont feel weird and 'alone' here?;oP hehe..smtimesi think why do i even type here?:oS ;oP hehe..plus im sure uma knows..there is this one laurey dai who def wanna hear more things about a nepaalini ;o)..oh well lahure and nepaali(ni)..now aint those 2 words been associated since ages?since the word lahure came about..i mean if there aint nepaali would a luhure exist?see i do make sense time to time!;oP hehe

plus have i told u?Uma name brings some good old memories..back when i was kid ;o)..and yeah!im not a kid no more!:@ ok!:@ hehe...hamro dai haru ley..wah!u know..kinda select the 'sweetest' lookn kid(and no!i didnt even get a second glance from the dais :o( ;oP hehe)...and 'order' them to go to the didi named Uma..and u know..kinda say the dai says hi..and other sweet things ;o) hehe..aww the good old days re?when bhais used to listen to 'order' without hesistation :oS..these days ta..urghh not that i tried to order some bhais to be messeger etc hehe..i mean have i even got the chance?duh!;oP hehe..and even if i did/do..urghhh..yeah i know im a klutz(i can feel it re kya..i feel it in me fingers!i feel it in me toes!klutz is in me!and klutz i will always be so!u got to accept me!u have to!cos if u dun!ohhhhhh no :o( ;oP hehe..u read tht in tune to wet wet wet song?hehe..hope u did ;o)..i kinda typed it to that tune re kya ;o)..feelns ko kura ho ;o)..rhythm pani kaha bata ayo re kya ;oP hehe..guess its true eh?when feelns comes...everything seems to be in rhythm ;o) hehe..)


urghh where was i?:oS hehe...

hmm nearly did say hi to sandhurst bro..lucky i realised and i wont!duh!someone is reflectin..do i wanna disturb someone in his tapashya ;o)..(i kinda have a feeln tapashya aint the right word!it means waitin hoina?waitin in patience?:oS..while wat i wanted to say was 'meditation' :oS..someone let me know!!!!pls :oS..accept me ghinlagdo vocab knowledge of the nepali language..if u can consider that knowledge at all?hah ;oP and oh lets not get carried away with me english too eh?time is precious ..aint it me fren ;o) hehe)...

anyways yeah..nepaali ji :oD...kayho...u seem to read me mind..so wanna tell me wat kinda walkn stick i was imaginin u using?;o)...mahoney?teak?cedar?rosewood?plywood?wahahaha..ok ok i kinda maxed on wat i could remember of wood :oS..before u know..i think of meself with a wood :oS..oops i mean stick!;oP hehe....

hyaaa!!!where was i!:@ hehe

u never stop with bondi topic do u?:oS..u wanna visit that place dun u ;o)..is it to see?or who knows to show?;oP hehe...dhat dun u dare now think im thinkn u wanna 'showoff'?;oP..will i dare?;oP hehe...but yeah..about that place..cant remember how long it has been..i feel its long :oS..maybe 2 weeks back?when me fren was visitin here..( i really seem to have no idea of tiime :oS everything seems/feels like it has happened ages ago :oS..too much things on me mind?not as much as some others i guess :oD...anyways back to topic ;oP hehe)...well guess wat?i gave one visit a skip :oD..had been there few days ago..and well..kinda didnt feel too good cos the whole idea of goin there was..cos another fren hadnt been there before..and to think shes been here for a yr?:oS hehe...but oh well had the other 2 frens takin care of that..and plus i guess..too much feelns of 'obligation' does make me not wanna do things?weird i know..but well..smtimes i can get over those weird feelns..smtimes i cant..guess that day i couldnt..and yeah..other fren was pissed off..tho he didnt show it wahahahaa..i mean duh!..he has seen too much of me 'shit' ways ;o)..well thats the 'price' u have to pay for being close eh?esp stayn together?;oP hehe..well..in some ways...i guess..he does accept me..tho its hard..and well..now i feel a bit better typing about it here..cos yeah was feeln guilty then..but just wanted to stay at home..u knw time for meself..thinkn of bondi just reminded me of the crowd and all :oS...am i claustrophobic?well..i dunno...i do seem to feel lost in a crowd most of the time :oD..unless im alone there ;o)..then its easy to be just one in the crowd eh ;o)...yes!sandhurst bro.i think i can pass on the how to camouflage in a crowd test!!hehe..if there aint any other familiar lookn ppl :oS hehe..

and well..about Aus?ke bhanney...from wat i heard of..is they are still drillin and tryn to get the 2 miners free..u heard of it?got trapped due to earthquake..been 9 days now?i dunno...i really am oblivious to news i guess :oS...ke garney..dimak pani ke ho keho :oS..aphno world ma jancha...and duh!i guess i like it tht way!if not i wont be 'doin' it?:oS ;oP hehe...

and oh..i dunno wat ur level of 'quietness' is :oS..but i had been thinkin for the past few days..i had been bhak bhakn a bit too much :oS..too much is never good?actually when was bhak bhakn ever good?good to others ;o)..how little it is?duh!;oP hehe

and oh yah sandhurst bro..if ur readn this..guess wat?im gettn a bit busy ;o) and lovin it?;o) hehe...pretty tirin..or is it the lack of sleep?:o| i shud be on bed now!!salla bed!!never calls me i tell u!:@ :o( hehe...anyways i guess of the tiredness..no wonder once im at home..i can just sit on me arse all the time?:oS hehe..fren ta already given up telln me to have the dinner wahahahaa..he is busy doin smthing now ..and hope so he stays busy there..and dun remember!:@..hehe...

la ta aru ta ke bhanney?stress aucha..stess jancha..ani pheri aucha..doesnt everyone have that cycle?so i guess i better not bore more hehe..actually come to think of it..ke tha..there will be ppl out there who will say..stress never leaves them..and they might be talkin the truth :oS hehe..just remembered need to try and call a fren ;o)..dunno if the number still works...movin away from the place re :oS....

la la..good for everyone..i got to try and do tht hehe...u all can breathe with relieve now ;o) hehe..

and oh nepaali ji ;oP hehe...ma ta daar lagcha sandhurst bro lai face to face garnu..u know in case eye contact huncha bhaneyra....;oP hehe...so i def wont look above the shoulder :oS..but im sure u do tht to me hoina?look face to face..eye contact too..and time to time when his eyes are tryn to contact u..and too deep in something..u look above his head..and check that halo ;o)..even if u cant see it..nor the wings..does it matter to u?duh!;oP hehe....

and oh...carry on writin some about ur dear fren uma pls ;o)..ke garney...wat are noses for?esp big ones?gotta live with wat we are born with hoina?;oP hehe..oh take ur time ;o)...good luck in ur preparation :oD..hopefully u dun get affected by the exam fever and procrastinating mood like me and some frens of mine does :oS...i think it rubbed off me to them :oS..so yeah ...hope ur takn precaution :oS...fren is showin me old pics..dun tell him...i think he loooks so gay there wahahahaa..let me go look more when he is showin ;o) hehe..oops the phone!!:@ see wat i mean!distraction!:@....

and i dunno about u..but i sure like to hear wat will happen when may 2007 comes ;o)...which 'episode' of harry potter?or is it about hermoine this time?;oP hehe...

good day! (to everyone!!!:@ ..well good day there?here goodnight?hopefully :oD hehe..)

Anon :-)...it's always so nice "seeing" you!

Whats this about you feeling "weird and alone"?...bollocks (in a word!), you know very well how much that ubiquitious Anon lexicon is loved by those of us who read every single word--in spite of the length and the he..he..in between's!!

As for Uma..please do NOT encourage the rascal--she lives to embarass her friends and the last thing I want is for her to pour all her ammunition against me in the virtual world!...:-) but, yeah I know what you mean by the "playing messenger" role...looks like it wasn't just the little boys that got picked. I went to boarding school away from Nepal my entire life and since we were kids we were allowed to go to the brother's school and play in their field so the senior guys always came bearing candy and letters for us to pass on their girlfriends in our school!!

As for the distraction..I am so sick and tired of exams..I desperately want them to be over but I still have three papers to go and they are long one's too..each paper is 3.5 hours long!!..it's torture!

Now for Sandhurst and his Tapasya...I heard David Blaine was living under some sort of a water bubble for a week as his latest trick and I'm convinced Blaine is none other than our very own Lahure ....so..that explains yet another one of his dissappearing acts!!!..either that or he's off again doing what else...teaching footsie!!:-) (Yes, Commandant, I know I will get a verbal fireball out of you for that one :-))

O.k...better get back to studying...if not...I'm doomed with these exams..me ..budi amai and my teak walking stick will catch you later hai ta :-)

Nepaali...hello again nut job :-)

Anon, hello. I don't know you (obviously..since i'm quite new here and I'm not Nepali..but..that does not mean I can't join the fun right? :-))..well...maybe it does..there was a time a long time back on this forum when she got into some sort of an argument with someone --oh yeah..some fool thought she was a guy and was someone's nephew...or something like that...anyway, I come in..guns blazing et all and tell him that she is in fact female and not some maniac's neice..the moron on the other side then thought I was actually Nepaali using a diferent name....man..some Nepalese have an imaginative mind eh :-)

o.k as to this loon..anything you want to know about this nut, ask me....I've got loads of stories on all the nonsense she tried when we were in boarding school :-)

Here's one for starters: She was once known as "The most outstanding student"...no..not because she was bright/talented...because she was such a bloody brat..she was made to stand outside the class!..here's a sampler: Philosophy class..Mother Superior asks her to solve the problem that says "all men are mortal, Socrates is a man therefore Socrates is mortal"...what does retard do?....she stands up and says "since Socrates is long dead..he obviously wasn't mortal"!!

As to you feeling alone..aawww...you're not...I shall come in..time permitting... and keep you company...and we can team up against Nepaali (yikes...I almost typed your real name!!..you would have killed me for that!)..then again, Kenya is a long way for you to come..so I'm safe..aren't I?...as to Gorgeous Robin...Lord...what a cracker he was!..Artiste..right...

O.k...better get going...have loads of work to catch up on..but I'll pop in every now and then...spice things up!! :-)

*crack crack* ehe

thats not me crack makn the crack sound btw ;o) just thot i clarify ;oP hehe..

ok..this will be short!(hopefully!!!hehe duh!mum did say be hopeful watevr happens..so yeah..gotta do wat mum wishes ;o) hehe...)

and time to talk about business!!oi nepaali!u got problem with me 'hehe'!!!:@..actually ur right..theres a problem..and the problem is the 'hehe'ing :oS..its a habit ..smthin that became a habit before i knew it?before i realised im on the other side?and no turnin back?:o( hehe..oops :oS hehe..there i go again!:@ hehe..arghhhh!:@ ..i know wat this is leadin to!so time to skip!!!!!!:@ hehe

anyways yeah..i wouldnt mind using 'sheshe'(dun some errr genderist wished that word existed?;oP hehe)..but since that word doesnt exist..(err let me check the dictionary ;oP hehe..guess wat?i checked..it doesnt exist in the dictionary :oS..well the dictionary im using ..and guess wat else i found out?'hehe' doesnt exist there too :oS hehe..oh well..who cares!i will continue using it!gotta do wat one wants..not just follow blindly hoina?hehe..ok and i can feel this might lead to like the old post..which btw i wasnt able to complete then :oS and duh!since i couldnt complete..the next day ..it was a diff mood..so yeah..i dunno where it is now...actually i do know where it is..but i guess smthings will never see the daylight?so lets skip!and cut this short!:@ hehe)

we talk about ur fren Uma later..for now..lets get on with Sandhurst bro eh?i mean im sure some nepaali(ni) wont mind if we talk about him as an appetiser?the main dish?or the desert eh?cos in the end..he is all three ..and the bit of excess for the lobis who never seem to have enuf?:oS ;oP hehe....

anyways u been followin this fella called David Blaine eh?..hmmm..wonder why?u saw/smelled smthing fishy?^o)..just askn hehe..is he british btw?..i think he is..but u know me..im can never be too sure :oS hehe..anyways...now that u mentioned David..hmm guess he was under the water for a sometime..concentrating..practising..like we think some lahure(MIA) person could be doin?...and they were showin in the news that David wasnt able to break wat he had set to do?:oS..stay underwater for more than 8mins?:o| hehe...who knows..if some nepaali(ni)'s 'hunch/suspicion'? is kinda right..we wouldnt be too far off sayn this would we?..sayn that..he kinda couldnt break that 8min barrier..cos well..he lost his focus?cos maybe he was thinkn of one nepaali(ni) ;o) hehe..or that he hadnt really been able to practise properly due to ..u know..the thots!esp about one nepaali(ni) ;o) hehe..

yeah we shud have one day to officially be 'allowed' to think about a fellow nepaali(ni) ;o) hehe..u know..why not?since if we do add the time spent thinkin about a fellow nepaali(ni)..i guess it does def add to more than one day?:oS hehe..oh well those who dunno any nepaali(ni)..their loss eh?;oP hehe..ok next!(before i start tryn to 'balance' and talk about other races and creed :oS hehe..)...ok enuf about him(for now ;oP hehe..had to mention 'for now' ..cos i guess..someone would have kinda got flabbergasted?(tho thats more like too 'peaceful' a reaction?;oP hehe..urggh ke garney vocab bad chaa.cant find the right word :oS hehe..)thinkn that anyone could have enuf about err..someone?in uniform?;oP hehe..or lack of it?wahahahah ;oP hehe..)

hmmm Uma?a rascal u say?:o| ..the way u desribed her..seems like a top fren to me ;o)..now now..wat are frens if they dun fire at u?;oP hehe...and im sure u feel it too..that she is savin the nuclear for(or using it on) someone else ;o) hehe..nuclear war baby!;oP hehe..

and u sure?u were at the wrong end of being the flower gal?;oP hehe..i mean im sure u had those days..but hey lets hear about the receivin part too ;o) hehe..studied away from nepal..but yet u know ur ka kha ga and much more dun u?^o)..oh well wat some cant..good to know some others can ;o) hehe..seeing is believe eh?;o) hehe..

anyways time for Uma(for now?hehe..dun worry ..i still got one comment for/about some Lahure ;o)..dun just scroll down to the end now!:@ ..dun cheat!:@ ..well it aint cheatn!ur using ur brain and skippin BS!most of it hehe..for just some few BS!but duh!..u know wat i mean!:@ hehe..u dunno?urghh ..come to think of it i dunno wat im sayn to ;oP hehe)

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Uma!yoohooooo..u here? or sleepn now?and i thot u were energised when u started readin here?:oS ;oP hehe..btw before i carry one..pls realise this..i aint encouragin u :oD..(had to say that..dun mind me :o( ...i think someone still is seethn cos me commented that comment..wat comment?duh!that comment!!u know!that comment!;oP hehe..about some Lahure ;oP hehe)..

anyways duh!of cos u dunno me!gotta live up to one's nick ..dun we?;o)..urghh the 'nick' pressure :o(..its so hard to live up to expectation?:o( ;oP hehe..and u said u aint nepaali?of cos u aint ;oP hehe..there can be only one nepaali?;oP hehe..ok ok gettn a bit into spelln it that way :oS..blame who?nepaali?;oP hehe..anyways u know wat?i dun think ur the one joinin the fun!baby!im the intruder!!;o) hehe..(dyam i love using this 'baby' word wahahaha..guess typin that word kinda makes one feel he is austin power?yeah baby!oh baby!;oP hehe..yeah yeah lets not talk about him..in case someone finds me talkin about him very 'suspicious'!:@...hey!i just urghh..u know..cant get his 'baby' dialogues off me mind :oS hehe..)

anyways as i was sayn...dun worry if u think ur joinin/intruding...cos hah!..duh!u know someone here..me?no one!(oh pls dun get hurt!i know truth hurts!:o( ;oP hehe but just say we are separating virtuality from..well..u know 'real'?wats real?its the feelns that matters?:oS ;oP hehe)..well anyways no one i do know has posted in this thread hah!..if not yeah..pretty scared seeing some nicks..and wat they might blurt about u know :oS..(yeah i feel u nepaali ..treated like a 'toy' hoina?always being played :o( ;oP hehe)

anyways (yeah if u hadnt noticed before..now u do?:oS..im "curvy"?;oP hehe)..argument u say?its in our blood i tell u ;oP hehe..but yeah after u mentioned that..kinda do remember(i have a feeln that i do remember ..who knows wats the truth?:oS..feelns can be wrong?:o( ;oP hehe)..that incident i think..very vaguely tho :oS hehe..cheers for refreshment ;o)..and guess wat?if u hanged in a bit more..im sure u will change ur 'some' to another word ;o)..more than some ;o) hehe..ive seen tonnes of imaginative nepalis..and am still am noticin more than i thot i could notice ;o) hehe..but yeah smtimes smthings gets repetitive..but then again wats not?;oP hehe..

ok next!:@ hehe..(tryn to cut down :oS hehe..got to hit the bed!!!yeah hit!dun say u all dun hit the bed too!:@..i aint cruel with me bed ok!:@..but seriously dun u look foward to hittn the bed?hehe..i mean think literally!..dyam wat wouldnt i give to run into the room..charge at me bed...shoutin something 'inspiring'?u know..im sure i come up with some charge chants..if i get to do that ;oP hehe..charge and just before i hit the bed..jump at it..on it..as high as i can...and 'suprise' it?hehe..and hit it so hard!..and once on the bed..jump on it more?..shoutin 'obscenities'?hehe..not really obscene words..but u know..smthng more in line to.."salla!..kukkur!!..woohooooo!!wat can u do!" ..ok already gettn hyper thinkn about it :oS hehe..dunno wat that meant?wats the use of havin a nepaali fren ;o) hehe..who knows u might know ;o) hehe....anyways yeah..we know u all hit ur beds!so yeah dun say im 'cruel' to think about hittn me bed!hard!:@ ;oP hehe..lame aint i?but woohooo!!its nice to be lame!to be me!!!:oD hehe..)..

and about socrates..errr how old were u all..when she said that?wahahahahaa...dyam!:o| if a retard could say such things....dyam!smart retard eh?;oP hehe...mother went red?blush!?not the whole face/head!;oP hehe..

oh btw..was the mother grinnin later?hehe..i mean i dunno..last time i did notice..u know of our teacher..she was pissed off :oS..i cant really remember why..someone didnt know how to solve the problem when he was selected to try it?:oS..(lets not name that someone ok :oS ;oP hehe)..anyways i think the whole class got punished :oS..was made to go downstairs and stand up in the courtyard..the whole bloody class!around 30++?:oS..the courtyard was pretty small..and yeah..every student/teachers..whoever walked passed by..looked at us with u know that look :oS..like we stole candies from a kid :oS..even when we stole candies from kids!ppl didnt stare us the way they stared at us that day!:@ ;oP hehe..and yeah..i think she came out to look if we were doin 'fine' and well..i dunno wat happened..cant exactly remember (why am i tryn to "re-enact" it when i cant remember?ironic eh?:oS ;oP hehe)..but yeah..she made us march :o|...and sing "left ..right ..left" :o| hehe..well it was pretty dumb..wat dumb!looked so silly!:@...and when i caught a glimpse of her..i tell u!she was smilin!on the verge of laughn!:@...actually i think she did laugh hehe..looked sweet ;o)..all was forgotten after she laughed ;o)..we were hurried back to class..and hehe..oh well kinda petty story..but u know me(oops i forgot u dunno me ;oP hehe)..

anyways i think i better stop now..the things that has happened while i was typin this hehe..me fren was tryn to 'irritate' me as always :oS..i guess tryn to give back wat i pass him/them?:oS hehe..had kinda put on the earphone..one shud try it..easier to immerse urself into ur 'world'?hehe..and to think before i started blastin the keyboard..really didnt think i would have the energy to finish ..if i start..a long day..a long week..and wat feels like a long life?does make us feel like we got nothn left in us anymore..doest it?...but oh well..just when we think we got nothn..smthin comes out and we do realise it aint as bad as we felt ;oP hehe...

anyways as i was sayn(before i got distracted!:@..who distracted me!:@ dun tell me!duh!of cos its meself !hehe me and me weird weird thots :oS hehe)...yeah..fren was kinda 'shoutin' in the background..hah!cant believe they showed learn mandarin show at this time :o|...he was showin off he could pronounce hehe..and of cos to get me 'distracted' and make me stop typin?:oS...but hah!guess wat?he is sleepin now!hah!dozed off!wahahahaah while tryn to shout those mandarin words wahahahaa..or was it me typing(sound) :oS who knows?hehe..

and shit!bloody hell!!!where is me bloody earring!!yeah its just an earring!but i just felt me ear(dun ask me!just felt like feeln it?scartchn it?adjusting the earphone?:oS) arghhhh!!its not there anymore!so yeah...i better go find it!already lost one!dun wanna lose another!:o(...ear feels empty without it :o( hehe..ok ok enuf talkn about earrings ..sheesh!:@ hehe..if mum was to hear i was talkn about earrings..esp about tryn to find an earrin i lost/dropped(must have dropped when i was lyn?:oS...yap do lie a lot?:o( hehe)...hah!would be runnin after me with a broom?wat broom!a khukuri!wahahahaha ;oP hehe..just imagined the scenario of that :oS..scary :oS..not a laughn matter :oS hehe..anyways yeah bed!wait for ur spankin!oops i meant hittn!wahahaha ;oP hehe..

for now..well let me finish this..hehe..short aint it ;o)..feels so short :oD...dun mind me if me feelns are wrong again :oS..i mean wrong for u !:@..for me!its short ok!:@ ;oP hehe..

and oh yah...wanted to say...if only like nepaali said..if Sandhurst bro was teachn footsie ..dyam!he better come down here and teach us!:@..we need someone to teach us!..our team is arghhhh!!!we need someone like him whom everyone will listen and do as told ;o)..army ppl knows how to order dun they?;oP hehe..ok enuf (yeah this is the final "enuf"!!!for now!;oP hehe)...

good day folks!and to bloody think!i thot i might just be able to write another one(short!!!hehe..shorter!!!than tis!:@ way shorter!:@ hehe)..urghh :oS..oh well there is always tomorrow ;o) hehe..

now i better sharaaaaap!:@ hehe...

david!are u doin ok??hehe...hope so ;o)...show urself?;oP hehe..

and like it or not..but it feels good to be busy ..doesnt it?:oD..woohoooo!!!:oD..get busy ppl!:oD hehe
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oh yah...shit how can i forget!:@ hehe..

good luck in the last paper..its last now aint it?:oS..and oh when i mentioned 'nepaali' in the other post..some days ago?:oS..i mean nepali!wahahaha ;oP...hehe..

and 3 and 1/2 hrs exams :o| tell me about it!..sounds too much time!but when ur doin it!just cant seem to have enuf time to finish!:@..hopefully someone aint as beater of bush like me eh?;oP hehe..

and uma..workn?whoa!have fun!no?then may the truth that ur gettn $$$$$ (who cares if ur underpaid?think about the jobless!!;oP hehe)...bring u some consolation ;o)...its all about the money!;oP hehe..

ok enuf..some bed is beckonin to be hit ;oP hehe...

good day :oD..and good luck :oD..

*really gone(doesnt matter if i forgot to add anything else!:@ ;oP hehe)

Anon :-)

Yikes...blasting away at the keyboard eh?..good to know all is well with you..in spite of you wanting to scream at your bed etc :-)...bechara bed...bed lai kinna gali dinu ni?:-)

And since you seem to have missed it the last time...I wasn't complaining about your he..he's...much like your "dyam" and "op"..I love it equally....the unique Anon lexicon :-)


Uma, you are honestly horrific!..wretched thing intent on blabbering all you know of my less than stellar days in boarding school...that was fun though (Anon, I think we were in the 6th grade/7th maybe...) Poor mother...she didn't know whether to laugh or beat me to a pulp!..I got detention for three hours after that stunt...not that I changed mind you, I was always the model student for bad behaviour...but strangely enough, I think that's what the nuns liked about me..I was such a brat....mind you, "Uma" was not far behind...she had her fair share of trouble as well... she sneaked in one of those toys where you press a button and it sends out a siren...she sneaked it into our mandatory Sunaday morning Mass and let it rip in the middle of the sermon!!...fun times...poor girl was in the infirmiry for a day after that because of the canning she got from the principle! :-) (right, moron, I suggest no more stories out of you or I'll post more of your antics o.k....! :-))..boarding school was fun...it was an all girls convent so the friendships were more like protection clubs--you picked on one girl..the entire gang would be on you in seconds...our own Mafia! :-)

As far as my Nepali is concerned, I'm ashamed to say it is quite disastrous- like I said in an earlier post, I stopped learning the language in the 4th grade since they never offered it when I changed schools so I never learnt the language after that...I actually had my foster brother send me the Mahendra Mala from Nepal and I am in the process of re-learning ka, kha, ga :-)

Yes, my last exam is this evening--as you can see..I'm studying really hard!! :-)...It's over..I'm done with 2nd year of law school as of tonight...one more year and that's it..well..I still have to pass the bar exam but that's a year away so I have time..! :-)...I've got white hairs already and still have a year more of this law training to get through! :-)

As for our missing Blaine/Commandant/Footsie Maestro...what can I say? perhaps an interpol "red corner" notice is necessary to figure out where this tapasya is taking place?..methinks..Ram Bomjon..the "New Buddha" in Nepal found another friend to join his journey :-)....although footsie playing in the jungle would prove to be a tad difficult..even for one with the hidden talents of Sandhurst :-)

Timi lai chai footsie lessons leenu paryo re?..ke ho Kiwi gals a plenty eh? :-)..I'm sure our MIA Commandant would gladly oblige with a lesson or two...and they'd obviously be real time "practical" lessons....for a man of his talent and expertise..no theory classes for him!! :-)!! (Yes Sire, I am well aware that the number of verbal fireballs directed at me..and a severe ear boxing are going to be my fate fairly soon :-))

Yikes...this is one long post..looks like I'm learning a thing or two from you Anon!..anyways, it's great to know things are well with you. Hope you found that earring you were looking for...you take care....you too Em..:-)

Sire, I presume you shall make your appearance fairly soon....hope all is well with you :-)

bit late?no re?oh well..next time later hai ;oP hehe..
yes there will be next time!!errr ok ok lets not talk about future..who knows about the future eh?all we can do is speculate?hehe

anyways...been a while..(i feel so ..diff ppl might feel diff so duh!dun 'debate' on this ok!:@ ;oP hehe)..so yeah..better keep in short?;oP hehe

ok 1stly...some lahure is still camouflage eh?secret mission?hehe..or recuperatin?from that stunt?oh well if it was one stunt we can say wat it was?so lets not start?cos if we do..we might get carried away?hehe

anyways yeah we see about the MIA lahure in time..time alwys tell eh?tho how little it tells hehe..i mean little cos we wanna know more?but well how much control we have about time and the things it does?not much eh?hehe

ok where was i?;oP hehe

wahahahaa...dun mind me..just re read the post above hehe..duh!just wanted to seee wat things i shud 'concentrate' on hehe..u know..if i start 'commentin' on every thing i 'noticed' up there ..urghh :oS..and yeah i really really am hopin it be pretty short one by me :oD..and i will try on that ;o)..but how much effort i will put?or how much i will 'succeed' ..hehe that i guess i shall judge meself?;oP hehe..

ok ..before i wander off :oS hehe..
6th/7th grade and Mother Superior(duh!if mother aint superior!who is?;oP hehe)..already talkn about socrates?:o|(btw whos socrates?:oS other than he is a man?isnt he?:oS ;oP hehe)..abui!:o|...must be quite a sch ;o)..with quite some students ;o) hehe..(and oh ur fren ..errr is it safe to call her that?;oP hehe..u know frens..wat they do ;oP hehe..shes busy at work eh?or who knows?snoring away?wahahahaah ;oP..the length duh!lets not even talk about 'content' hehe)..and yeah big skip here..

"Mother" and "Socrates" made me think of smthing..u know word 'association' :oS..hear/see a word(s) and next thing u know..reminds u of smthing and cant stop talkin about it?hehe..anyways yeah..bumped into one book long long time ago..and browsed some pages..it was wat socrates said..well the writer who wrote it..said it was said by socrates..so guess its safe to label it as socrates stuffs?its better to be safe than sorry eh?;oP hehe..dun mind the wandering :oS hehe..

anyways..it was how he defined that dreaded word 'love' hehe..u knwo tryn to explain to a someone who was askn wats 'love' and dyam..it was good!(not that i can remember the words/paragraphs/pages hehe)but someone knows wat im talkin about?pls pass some stuffs!i wouldnt mind doin some reread to refresh(yes!im not that kuyeko yet!:@ ;oP hehe..refresh me!!;oP hehe)..u know the thousands of definitions we have for that one word?..the way he talked about it..i dunno..its hard to disagree with him?or just so easy to disagree with him?both ways?;oP hehe....but yeah..for someone who dreaded that word(still do!hah ;oP hehe or does he?:oS ;oP hehe)..well it was put so subtly..that well..im sure anyone will def be thinkin in their head..tht they understood wat he was conveyin?..and now come to think of it..i dunno if he did 'talk' about Mothers love there hehe..or is it just me feelns tht makes me think mothers love was present there?hehe..u know feelns and the weird things it makes u think and do :oS hehe..

but yeah..if anyone sees where im comin from..if we look deep enuf..dun we find mothers love there?;oP hehe..i mean association?..need an example?how about the example of a 'computer'?..computer(esp these days) means we do end up readn..typin on one?and when i think about readn/typin in computer..can remember the many times mum was there..sayn smthing like..."ke paagal jasto haasdai type gareyko?" hah!suspicious wat i was typin/talkn with :oS hehe..and as always..it was just with frens ;o) hehe.....

and when i think about that..oh well..i feel mothers love ..esp right now :oD hehe...guess im one of the lucky ones eh?one of the many many lucky ones :oD...it be nice if all had the same kinda luck..but urghh lets not get there?:oS hehe...dun wanna really feel negative right now ;oP hehe..actually duh!can i stop feeln that?can i ever?:o| hehe..its more like lets not show the negativeness/pessimism for once?;oP hehe..i try re kya ;oP hehe..

ok..lost in thots again ;oP hehe..skippped some again hehe..
dyam does anyone here kinda can empathize with me?i mean how much im tryn to stick with one thing/topic?cos urghh ..its pretty u know..weird?to kinda accept oneself..and not really accept oneself..to fight with oneself..to make peace with oneself..and urghh its a cycle that might never end?:oS hehe..ok that was crap!actually wat aint crap?im talkn about all the above!thats crap aint it? hehe

so..yeah ..wanna know smthin?im tryn here to not put some demeanour..u know..one might be feeln smthin..but shows smthin else?hehe...i have a feeln that i do that a lot?hope so me feelns are wrong on that?hehe..oh who knows i just might be feeln that way right now..and not as 'always' as im feeln right now?pretty confusin?pretty is an understatement?ok..beautifully confusin?hah!sounds better?;oP hehe..the things we say/do when we feel we have anonymity eh?;oP hehe...not that i believe i do..i mean duh!its the net for gawdsake!..but yeah hopefully me frens are as brave as i believe(and hope) they are..dun wanna freak out any more?? wahahaha ;oP hehe..

and hah!shit!enuf of these 'hehe's!and these emotes!:@ oops :oS hehe..some habits are so hard to break!!arghhhhh!!..but wat would call a 'habit' ..a 'habit' one has got without realising(duh!do we realise its a habit when we start out!;oP..we know its a habit when we realise and cant stop?when its not easy to stop?:oS hehe..)a 'habit' of just thinkn negative...cos it kinda brings grins to oneself..some kinda sick joy?that it makes u feel good?tho smtimes it 'hurts' so much..it scares u!?:o|...but later..it before u know it..it feels good again?;oP hehe..and yeah u get accustomed to it..and tho one cant stop hopin one will be able to break that habit one day..one realises so much time has passed by hopin that?..more than one can count?hehe...and the worst thing is ..that habit seems to have negative effect on the ppl around u..the close ones?:oS...

ok that was maha bs!wahahaha..;oP..skip!;oP...seriously!i shud later delete a lot of paragraphs!the whole post?wahahaha ;oP hehe..

wel u know..even if smthing was intelligible..if unfinished..most prob will never make sense.?how can it make sense..when it ain complete?..when it cant be completed?;oP hehe..and worse..that applies for smthin intelligible!wahahahaaa..so its all good we dun finish our BS ..aint it?;oP hehe smthin to ponder about eh?;oP hehe..

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anyways u know wat..?i just came here to really say..

some nepaali.. exams over eh?but someone is not around?givin back wat one gets eh?;oP hehe..u know...with some lahure?;oP..hehe..just messn ;o)...summer is around..i can just think of those many many things one can be doin..or gettn ready to do..even gettn ready takes time..to do it?how much more time?hehe....and im just thinkn about nice ..fun things..lets not even start on the other things that can keep a person preoccupied/busy :oS hehe..

plus i guess..someone was feeln hyper hehe...got a few energy to spare ;o) hehe..and i guess nosey person will stay nosey!unless he goes for some surgery?wahahaha ;oP hehe..

why hyper and that energetic today?there could be thousands of reasons hehe...but i guess..most prob..im assumin here hehe..its cos u know mum's magic :oD....talkn with one just makes all the blues go away :oD...but then again..later..hah!thats the part that scares me!the higher one goes..the harder the fall?wahahahah ;oP hehe..but oh well..wat doesnt kill ..makes one stonger eh?tho more scared too ;oP hehe..yeah ..kinda had a talk with mum..duh!had been runnin away from that for a while :oS ...well..u know its kinda scary to think mum can 'see' thru all the demanour..even tho she is quite some distance away..there is smthin about mums eh?dun think so re?:@ ;oP hehe..not just smthns..many things!bhujio!:@ ;oP hehe...anyways..yeah cant believe one can feel that tired(seeing/experiecin is believin?hehe)..that when mum called and woke him up from his slumber..(had dozed off too!hah!..'tiredness' got the better of him?:oS hehe..)...didnt really talk much..salla dumba was just too groggy!!we are but humans eh?:oS hehe...but yeah..smthn made him get his arse up..and ring mum.. walla!oops old habits die hard ;oP hehe..i meant Voila!;oP hehe..

the blues are away for now :oD..hehe..

sooner than later..it wil come again..cos yeah we cant run away from them?hehe..just say i heard some more not so good news yest..and well..tho it aint really in me hands..i guess..one cant stop thinkin about it..i mean one way or another we are responsible for where we are?so its ok with me??but yeah thats where the problem lies!!it might be ok for me!but to others?esp ppl who cares..esp mum?:o| hehe...yeah shud be doin smthin about it..but told u about that 'habit' didnt i?:oS...and yeah ironies...one might be happy..and wont stop feeln that..but others?:oS..kya tension ho bhaney!:@..cant believe woke up in the middle of the night..3am..and well had to wake up at 5.30 anyways..and yeah couldnt sleep!:o|..cos the thots werent goin away!:@..bloody thots of dark clouds!:@...havent we all experienced that one way or another?..knowin we cant do anything..and yet we cant stop thinkin about them?and losin our sleep over it..and cant sleep..tho we know we need to sleep..for the day later..where u need all th energy u can get...

sacchi ho...its hard to be alive!!!!!oh now come to think of it..i think weird thots did come yest..about wat if i cease to exist hehe...the weird thots that dark clouds bring eh?;oP hehe...it did bring some peace..the thots about not existin..but who am i kiddn?..one exstence we have..better make full use of it ;o)..carpe diem eh ;o) hehe...plus after dark clouds....well there is always a silver linin ;o) hehe..ok this sounds too positive for me ;oP hehe..but yeah...pretty am scared how hard will the storm hit this time :oD...but lookin foward to that day..(if it comes hehe)..when the storm passes by..and to check and see how battered one is..and if one is still standin?hehe..if one aint..then if one can stand..or will one try to stand blah blah blah ;oP hehe..

yes!tomorrow!who knows!but im pretty glad..im breathin right now!:oD..dyam the positive energy that just talkn to mum brings :oD...hope she didnt suck too much of me negativness thots tho :oS...dherai chinta garcha..syano syano kura ma :oS...and seriously..are we born to judge?how hard we try..there will be times..where well we will judge ..dun we?we might think its a petty compared to how much others do..but then again..why compare?humans eh?hehe...or is it just me..who judges?:o| hehe...ke tha?;oP hehe...

ok enuf of bhakwash..guess will post it?? wahhahaa..gettn braver?or more insane?wahahahahaa ;oP hehe...

life oh life!!wohooooo!!(listenin to that song ..by deseree?never am too sure am i?:oS hehe)

dyam i wanna type more!:@..but yeah..better conserve the energy eh?;oP hehe..i better try to cook smthin before fren is here!wahahaa..sidha thees face dekhaucha!hungry man is an angry man!?:o|..does that apply to the other gender too?hehe..i dunno..me mum always used to cook and u know..cant remember her gettn mad ..it was always me :oS ..teytikai :oS..and of the worst part is i will be in the future!hah!smthins never change eh?:oS hehe..

anyways fellow nepaali..hope things are goin great there...being busy is nice eh ;o)..tell me about it ;oP hehe...and i think u shud notice the interpol ;o) hehe...dun mind the jpts..if u did read!wahahaaa..hope sane ppl are around to just skip after seeing me nick..or the length!:o| hehe..

things not too bad here...well not in whinin mood now..could be badder?duh!;oP hehe...i mean there are ppl with worst things happenin around them..and yet..yes we shud learn from them :oD..tho its so hard ..cos just seeing them doin it..is hard enuf to believe ..to do things like them?:oS..oh well..as long as we are willin to try..that shows a lot?:oD ..if we dun try ..we never know eh?hehe..yap me still tryn not to daydream too much and get lost in those many many thots that comes :oS..its hard..but yeah im still tryn!!hehe..believe me :oS tho frens have given up on me?:o( ;oP hehe...

and just noticed JG bro has posted some story!!woohooo!!smthin to look foward to ;o)..for now i better do me 'chores' when i have the mood..and the energy to...see a bit sun rays passn thru those thick black clouds ni ;o)...can feel those bit of sun rays on me skin and makin me feel warm?;o)..ironically...we are more sensitive when its colder?we feel less warmth more easiy?hehe...its all good hoina ;o)...wat is life..but the experiences we get?:oD...

and oh..natural white hair?dyam ur lucky!u shud see how me frens(let not even talk about family :oS hehe)..say when i tell them i wanna make me hair grey :oS ;oP hehe...yeah time will come soon when it greys..but sheesh!just wanna peek into the not that distance future ke!no patience?:oS ;oP hehe...

and oh found the earrin!!:oD..tho smtimes i do question meself..why i put them on :oS..do i get satisfaction?:oS..i dunno..but i bought them so duh!dun wanna let them go to waste?;oP hehe..

and oh yah..this is ironic(to me ;oP hehe)..but the keyboard upstairs is gone!:@ :o(..and to think i had not touched it for a couple of weeks or more?:oS...dyam!guess it missed me?that it did harakiri?wahahaha ;oP hehe...yeah right most prob it had been so 'abused' then..that..urghh it showed now?:oS..pray for this keyboard tat im typin on pls :oS..i mean i would pray..but u know im not the prayn type ;oP hehe..so yeah!pls pray for this keyboard..if anyone is the prayn type ;o)..thank u ;o)..from the bottom of me heart(which is bottomless?wahahahaa...;oP hehe ..duh!how can a heart have a bottom/arse !duh!;oP hehe or does it?:oS..)

and oh yah..i was supposed to go ages ago wahahaha ;oP...

keep breathin everyone!:oD...if its hard...slow deep breathes ;o)..a fren told me that once ;o)..or was it some frens?:oS hehe...

life oh life...
oh life!oh life!..
do do do dooo..

*takes deep slow breathes*
good luck and good night to all..:oD

ps dun mind me ..wastin space ;o) hehe..u wont see me doin it in ur next lifetime?wahahaha ;oP hehe..one is taxin enuf?:oS hehe

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and oh one more thing ;oP hehe...

it was short!!!i made it short!!i cut down a lot ok!:@ ;oP hehe...
thats all i wanted to say..believe or not :oS hehe..

goodnight!:oD..and goodluck ;o) hehe

yap had to let that out ..;oP hehe
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Hey hey Anon,

Apologies for this very tardy response, but I do hope all is well with you. I would have responded earlier only that I was writhing in agony after having my wisom teeth pulled (not fun when you have a head the size of a football!!)

You seem to be on a rather reflective mood yourself--thoughts of life and the meaning of it and such...hope the rainbow at the end and the silver lining of every cloud serve as panacea for you :-)

As for the missing commandant, your guess is as good as mine..I'm quite convinced that this latest dissappearance is a permanent one...perhaps, he found other more appealing adventures to keep himself occupied :-)

Right, I better be off..loads of work to catch up on...you take care :-)

hey nepaali!:oD hehe

anyways yeah sandhurst bro..i dunno if he will come or not..and i thot comin was good?wahahaha..ok sick!thats me!;oP hehe..but oh well time will tell i guess..:oD

and oh dun need to be so formal..apologies re?:o| ..hah!dhat..apoligise for wat?response?..duh!..isnt this supposed to be forum where u can post freely with no 'expectations'?hehe..smtimes u get a reply..smtimes u dun..but u just deal with wat comes?hehe...now now dun feel like a stanger now if that did sounded like u know :oS..we have smthin in common?nepali?;o) hehe..and if tht aint enuf..humans?hehe..plus wat not hoina?;oP hehe..

wisdom tooth?ironic aint it..they are called wisdom and yet its supposed to be extracted?:oS..arent we all after wisdom?and when we get it?its supposed to be taken away?:oS hehe..ok ok just thinkn with meself..and yeah no absolute answers there as always hehe..but yeah how many wisdom tooth?..one?cos hah!when someone talks about wisdom tooth cant stop thinkin about one fren who had 4 at the same time and had to extract them all wahahahaa..yeah most prob a painful experience which lasted for quite a while..which i hope no one would go thru..but well kinda find it humourous..guess we do laugh at frens experiences?wat are frens for?;oP hehe to laugh at..and to be laughed at by?but of cos..in the end up makes each other laugh too ;o) hehe..anyways hope the pain has soothed...i dunno how painful it must be..cos i dunno if i did get any wisdom tooth sproutin out..tho once i thot it was..the pain lasted for a few days..and i didnt have the mood or the energy to do anything..it was yes..very frustrating!!i just wanted to extract everything out if tht meant the pain went away!!!hehe..and i even 'felt' like somethin was sproutin out..but now come to think of it..since i never went to the dentist..guess wat they say about time being a healer is true?hehe....but now yeah i think it was tooth decay wahahaha..duh!..i mean if it was wisdom tooth..the pain wouldnt have gone away?..told u no experience on wisdom tooth..i can only try to empathise..can i ..will i be able to do that?:oS hehe..

so yeah hope the pain is gone..and lets not get to toothdecay wahahaha..i just got 'reminded' that i havent brushed me teeth after me late lunch wahahahaa..kinda sat down and strated browsin here and the rest is history?:oS..yeah i better do that right after this ..if not ..duh!bogay(is this a nepali word?..bogay=toothless..missing teeths hehe) huncha!!before the supposed time/age wahahahaha ;oP...

anyways..cant really remember wat i wrote above..but yeah was in a some kinda mood ;o)..guess i found an avenue to let them out before it built up more?..penting up never helps does it?so yeah ..guess need to thank some ppl..some site?but me being me..no formalities?;oP hehe..did i use?:oS..oh well dun mind being used if one felt used?:oS..;oP hehe...and oh..u know wat the problem is smtimes? with me?i always see a rainbow..the end of it!and wanna chase it wahahahaaa...its the thot that i cant chase it that frustrates me!wahahaaha..cos u know there are things there which makes u realise smtimes chasin the end of ther rainbown tho it sounds fun(even tho the end of it never exist in reality)...aint really the that important?..dyam i would have loved to rephrase those fews sentences..but yeah ..lets get on wit it?;oP hehe..pretty frustrating when i guess..one seems to always see the rainbow...and the ppl with u..dun?but yeah..good for me i got all of them round ;o)..cos yeah smtimes i realise seeing the rainbow makes me forget im gettn wet from the rain(smtimes real heavy..and yet im oblivious too it?hehe..we are talkin about ghaam pani i guess..if i its rainin and there is rainbow too?u need light and water to have rainbow hoina?hehe)

and yeah..getn wet can make u sick?tho thats not the only thing it can make u?wahahah ;oP..dyam me sick thots tht just comes :o| see the 'effects' of getn wet too much?:o| wahahaha ;oP hehe..but yeah i realisin that others are getn frustrated at me chasin rainbows..of cos they care..but then again seein them frustrated..urgh :oS..would i wanna be the cause of their frustration?:oS..so yeah i do hope..i will stop chasin rainbows ;o)..so have hope for me?;oP hehe.

ok i really wanted to make it short..and in some ways i do believe i succeeded..watever others may think ;o)..

no idea how sandhurst bro is..his last post was a bit..i guess..sounded pretty..errrrr...am not really good at describin those kinda feelns..u know wat i mean?...not a good feeln when i read it..guess thats one reason for this habit of mine 'hehe'ing at anything and everything :oS....which i hope i do stop one day hehe..yes hope!hehe....when one is in sh-it one shud realise it and do smthing about it.. instead of heheing hoina?:oS hehe..

but yeah..lets see wat happens..and hey!if he isnt tempted by hearin some nepaalis head as big as a football!oh well!i guess wats that bloody game called!!mind pheri phuskio!:@ arghhh!!...that game that is played in UK?..the one u use a stick with a net?and a small ball?is that a UK game?hehe gettn confused!which i am always!:@ ;oP hehe..

anyways well ppl change..in time..interest change?:oS..oh well i dunno..for me i feel nothn will ever replace football..and if i feel that way..im sure others will feel that way too..includin sandhurst bro too ;o)..so kaha chodcha ni sandhurst bro ley hoina?...sandhurst bro enuf of playn hide and seek ;o)..hehe..

ani good luck with ur work and other stuffs :oD..dyam im missin those times when i could read silently wat one lahure and one nepaali used to type :oS hehe...next time keep quiet!:@..;oP hehe...well when he is free..alik aucha hola ;o)..its a pretty busy life hoina?.so yeah..herum ke huncha :oD...

got somethings to do meself(and yeah!will go brush teeth 1st wahahahaa..since i rememberd about not brushin it..ewww..kasto weird weird feeln bhako cha :oS..like they are gonna drop anytime wahahahah ;oP hehe)...so good luck to me too hehe..to everyone..oh ur fren is busy with work?or she went to find sandhurst bro!dyam tht be nice if that was happening?;o) hehe...

sandhurst bro!..we remember u ;o)...
lest we forget!;oP hehe..

and if this lyrics helps..(help for wat re?..no idea..deattach?with everythin?hehe..it makes me feel worldy!wahahah fren always mentions the word worldy which makes me infuriated!!:@ hehe cos it makes me feel im nothn to that fren?:oS..bloody feelns!:@ ;oP hehe..

theres hope in their words...
emotions in their eyes..
its so easy to be misled by their savvy gentle guise..
and like fools we trust the delivery..
but its all drunk sincerity!
woohooo!!
its all drunk sincerity!!!:oD hehe

good luck..and like sandhurst bro would say..adieu ;o) hehe

*gone ...and i still think im reflecting..but no worries..watever happens ..its all for the best?;oP hehe..*

Anon,

I'm not even going to attempt an apology on this one--I've been staying away from Sajha for a while now (other than infrequent visits to John Galt's postings); but, sudden re-surgence of nostalgia for your lightning speed across the board and that much loved lexicon brought me back :-)

I do hope all is well with you...done with the self reflections?..hopefully they were worth the time and turned out as you had hoped.

You take care...my life is crazy at the moment; I'm in court more often than I care to be but I had an "easy" day today i.e. no court :-) and no boss at work ..so..I'm being lazy
:-)

I'll probably pop in when time permits....

Adieu to you too :-)

anon bro,
so you're here huh? hehe...didn't read all your postings but i know what you saying hehe..i mean sixth sense you know! lets me know what you really want to say without going through what you actually end up saying :P....was feeling bored at work so thought your posts may excite my already diminishing vigor. cheers and keep rocking eh!...

nepaali,
i don't know whether i should say this but there is a friend of mine who loved to read your posts. :P. he used to be somewhat regular poster of this forum sometime back but eventually succumbed to the pressure of his own world hence decided to quit sajha for good. i am sure he does peek at it often though. well, not sure whether he will read this but if he does, i will be dead gone hehe...but then there is nothing wrong in admiring someone and letting them know that you are admired, right? thought i should let you know hehe...

ok back to the day's boring work!

cheers
LooTe

Loote Kukur :-)...nice name by the way...I'm not sure whether to address you as Loote Kukur, Loote kukur Ji or Loote....:-)

I'm surprised someone enjoyed reading my post--very rarely..if ever..do I say soemthing that I believe is even remotely intelligent or interesting so I am flattered to read about your friend enjoying the posts :-)

Thank you.

Anon,
MIA again eh?

Cheers all.

hehe nepaali,

the nick is dedicated to the suppressed beings of our society/country and as much as i love them, i respect them, duly!.:). you can address me as whatever you feel like. it's your world hehe...

yeah, the remote admirer happens to be my best buddy. he was more of a silent reader than a poster. the emotion of liking albeit strong could not be broadcasted--bad media.--or bad connection it seems or perhaps the frequencies failed to resonate...hehe..

now that you have made a comeback, he may well do the same...admirers are sometimes hard to be recognized when they come in flood. i am the part of the flood too...:)

you have a good night.
LooTe

Anon,

I did read your response on John's thread, but I didn't want to take his thread on a tangent (this one's already been through several so one more shouldn't hurt:-)).

I'm sorry to hear that the last few months seem to have been a bit of a roller coaster for you; however, Kudos to you, your wit and that unique much loved Lexicon seem to have stayed remarkably intact :-) Here's hoping that things work out as you wish them to..all in due time, I guess (that's not much consolation I know, but hopefully it's something)

As far as the "thanks for taking time" bit is concerned, are you kidding? I know I've stayed away for a while and like I said, a lot of it had to do with work, but also that I really didn't have much to contribute to a lot of the threads that were on Sajha over the last few months.

I'll pop in more frequently--I'm sure there's a lot to catch up on :-)
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Loote..(By the way, after much thought and rationalizing to myself, I concluded that Loote would be best...Loote Kukur sounds rude, Loote Kukur Ji sounds weird and just plain kukur is out of the question) :-)..Yes, I know I am in dire need of a life transplant at the moment !!:-)

A flood of admirers you say?..mero naak alli dherai nai thulo bhayo, but I am very flattered :-)

I hope all is well with you.

Till later Gentlemen :-)

nepaali..hah!..i dunno why but i have a strong feeln u missed smthin.. err.. in that other thread?(which is good!cos everythin happens for a reason?;oP hehe)not that i remember hehe..but yeah..just had to share with u wat i cant stop thinkin right now :oS hehe..this thot tht..is me thot right or wrong?only u have the answer re kya ;oP hehe..

ok that said..lets get on with it?hehe..did wanna type here last time..so am kinda glad im here..but yeah enuf of 'dramas'(more to come?;oP)lets get on with it?hehe..

and oh dun be sorry!pls!(tho kinda felt like i was cared for..for a while there!which did feel ..errr u know nice?;oP hehe)..i mean ..who knows that just might end up me ramblin more goin about me whole dumb life?;oP hehe..everyones lifes a roller coaster aint it?..its just when we are too "busy" riding(and enjoyin the experience of the ride) on our own ..we dun really notice the other roller coasters and the riders of them?..unless we are at the point of ride ..where it aint that exhilarating..or that unnerving..then might we notice wats around us?that there are other rollercoasters?higher than us!looks way scarier than ours?and there are other riders..ridin them?hehe..

but in the end..when wasnt life a rollercoaster?its just smtimes it doesnt feel like one?..esp when the angle of the fall/climb aint that steep?when it doesnt feel like its either a fall nor a climb?hehe when it feels like its uniform?stabilised?..but funnily in a rollercoaster ride..dun we long and look foward to that long sharp fall?the longer ..the more declivitous ..the better?cos thats what we want?the want to experience the extreme?(a test for ourselves?)and be stimulated to the extreme?

so in some ways is life a rollercoaster?hah!cos do we(those who are labelled sane by others?;oP) look foward to falln down?aint it goin up we look foward to?opposite to a rollercoaster ride eh?or do we just hate to admit that we do look foward to the fall?cos in the end..who doesnt like it knowin that after they fell..fell so hard..they did manage to get up again and start walkn?...prove of that will be us humans walkn on our 2 legs?how many times we fell on our knees as a baby..here we are standn..walkn..runnin..and even flyin?;oP hehe..

..i dunno about u or others..but i guess..im pretty scared of the ride comin to the end..if u love riding in a rollercoaster..im sure u didnt feel that good when u came to the end..and say for some reasons u couldnt ride it again then?:oS hehe..if only life was like a rollercoaster?where we can take a ride again and again!and afford to do that too ;oP hehe..nothn comes for free eh?well not many things these days :oS hehe..i still havent seen or tried tht much of rollercoasters..just one mini(i think more than one..but not that many and not that number matters esp since they were minis?;oP hehe)def cant be considered a rollercoaster?so yeah def dun think wat i might be goin thru can be considred a rollercoaster esp when i compare it to ppl who had experienced and are experiencin real huge rollercoasters?..

.ok i better stop on this..will never end!wahhaha ;oP..i blame it to me mum today for this!hehe..well wat can i say?yest felt so surreal when i heard that news..took me a while to grasp it..and well tht def shud be considered a loss for us all?cos wat he always did was to make ppl laugh and educate?..and he did reach to millions out there!it just gets a bit personal even if u dun really know the person..when u realise the person did exist in ur life?made u laugh?and educated a bit too?..and yeah just got some not so positive news today..but was talkn with mum about it..hah!the effects mums have eh?well dunno about others..but me mum def has some kinda effect on me hehe..lets say she kinda makes me feel hope ..watever the situation..cos well in the end..i know she is always there for me ..always have been :oD..even after the mahabharat arguments we have wahahaha ;oP..shiit!

anyways wat consolation!nothns wrong!(im really a moody person!:oD hehe..frens can vouch tht ;o)..the ones whos brain works have learnt to stay away hehe..i mean give space!;oP hehe)u might not accept it and belittle it..but we all know u spent some time to write here!that matters!esp when someone is busy!we know whos busy!!we(well i) feel it!;oP hehe..and yeah we cant contribute on everythng can we?but we know someone tries when she feels she can contribute ;o) hehe..

oh before i go..i heard the nose never stops growin re?:o| so yeah let it grow!!!(it will be nice to have another nose accompanyin me nose size re kya wahaaha ;oP but yeah def ur nose has a still a long way to go?:oS..me nose been dumped with nostilizer i tell u!:@ watever that means!;oP so ppl!dump on her too!!we know her nose needs to grow dun we ;o) ;oP hehe..)

ok kitchen is free it seems(duh!i was whilin me time away here!better than just sittn on me arse eh?;oP hehe)....off i go..necessity is the mother of invention they say!..hope no one will be injured cos the wok..the knifes..the laddles and other cutleries will be flyin ..as always wahahaha ..and yeah of cos..will be havin quite a crackn time..when i light the stove..and be thinkin ."and then there was fire" wahahaha..wonderin how the cavemens reacted when they 1st saw it ..worse when someone burned his/her hand feeln it!:o| hehe..

and darn this commercial!it has appeard more than twice!...that really sounded like a cover by the ramones!.."wat a wonderful world!" :oD...anyways yeah had quite an eventful day..shared some lame things i experienced with one or two frens hehe..and yeah kinda lookn foward to tomorrow..just can feel a lot more lame things happenin hehe..and of cos not so lame things :oS hehe..

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ani loote bro..did u read the 1st post?before it went all tangent?;oP hehe..quite a humouress piece ;o)...and yeah stay gentle!u gentleman!;oP hehe..i def aint gentle thats for sure!but yeah who believes u when u speak the truth eh?wahahah ;oP

anyways good day!till next time whenever that is hehe
(sheesh!i feel this is too lame!!!cant remember wat i rambled :oS..but oh well!let it flow?watever ;oP hehe.me and me goin off tangents :oS )

*gone*

Anon.

Setting fires in kitchens eh?!...whatever next?..you and your never ending adventures :-)

I have to admit that I haven't the slightest clue as to what you mean...what did I miss? where?...I read John's post and I noticed your entry (not that I could help it...it was directly above mine :-)..but if there was anything else on your response that I was supposed to catch...well..I didn't...but now my curiosity is piqued...tell me won't you? :-)

As far as the roller coaster of life is concerned--yes, I know what that's lilke..but..then again, such is life?..there are lessons to be learnt from being down in the dumps I suppose.

It's good hearing from you again....you take care and I'll pop in later.