Nothing goes the way its supposed to...I am going to end it all..

Goodbye, my friends.

LMAO.

I have some good news: Due to the outpouring of support from you all I have decided to hold off on the termination of my existence and continue with my so-called life...Although I do not know what tomorrow will bring, I am eager to see what it is and hopeful that my life will move in the right direction...Anyways, I want to thank each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart for stopping me from doing something so regrettable...I now realize how much I would have hurt my friends and family as well as you all, my online homies...So with that being said...

I'm back, my friends...and Im here to stay...I love you all.

EHHH YO TA FARKERA PO AYECHA MORA....THUIKKA....

LAU LAU SAJHA NAGARI MA FERI SWAGAT CHA HAI!!!

hahahaha LOL... well one of the times when I considered suicide was when I recieved abt 20% less than what I had expected in my 10th ko boards.. I seriously considered what would be the best way to end it. Should I jump off the window, or eat lots and lots of sleeping tablet or do what?? heheheh I laugh at it everytime i remember it... LOL its is a funny thing.. only people who have mental problems can do it re.. and y kill yourself when everything you do in this world is based on one thing..: SURVIVAL!!

beleive it or not i gave up on the idea of suciding after my 21st failed attempt to do so..beleive it or not death doesn't come easy baby even if you want it to..so i guess i'm still alive ..hehhe..

the train stopped, the pills digested, i became a supergirl when trying to jump off, the car driver thought i was too pretty to be killed, all sorts of drugs..my immmunity grew stronger, i floated in waters 30 ft deep..I guess i will live eternity, as for longing for heaven or hell after death i decide each day how i am going to live...,...and i guess most people do it anyway ..i learnt the hard way...and guess what i kinda wanna make my life longer thesedays..

dyammm all i wrote is RIP methodman. and the admin censored my post... just friggin funny..heeeeeehhaaaaaawwwwwwwww...

methodman, woooo hooo... glad to hear from you my friend..when i was a kid i watched this robin hood cartoon. and there was this rooster character who went around singing about ups and downs in life..life is a sinusoid wave..there are ups and there are downs..that's the way it is..have faith, brother..

puppylove, didn't know that you went thru so much stuff either. but i sure am glad you made it. i hope you are still up for the empress position when it opens up.

rhythm, you are all the wiser for having had those wacky thoughts.

Thanks Zalim bro, I too was a huge fan of the Robin Hood Cartoon...remember maid marion and that snake "hiss"??...Ah that takes me back to a time when it was all so simple...Eat, sleep, and play..I miss the good ol days...

Also, for you dumbasses trying to be funny by encouraging suicide, I really hope something bad happens to you and/or your family...So Harkegoo, Meera , etc when you find out that your mom has succumbed to a rare disease, please remember how you treated me in this tumultuous situation...As a matter of fact, I hope everyone in your family dies...and you wallow in despair to the point where you think of suicide...but, unlike you scumfuks, I will be there to help you and discourage you from commmiting suicide...because I am a nice guy who only wants to see you prolong your suffering...

That being said, I am feeling better and thoughts of suicide have since left my mind....And I owe it all to Sajha...Well to most of you, at least.

yes i remember hiss, maid marion and her trusty companion. the good ol days were truly fun. well said. i also wish life were so simple....i also feel down at times. but what gets me through the day is the hope that things will look up. and in my experience, they always do. and they will for you too..

as far as the other ppl on the thread, i think they did not understand the gravity of the situation. they probably thought it was a joke. in my opinon there are two kinds of people: people who know, and people who don't. given the same level of understanding, i firmly believe that deep down inside no-one here wishes ill-will on anyone.

at any rate, what matters most right now is that it's all good....

Thank you brother for those kind words.



Anyways, I have also been re-introduced to Hinduism by my uncle who is a practicing pundit...And I understand that if I give myself to Bhagvaan Shri Ramji then there is nothing in the world that can depress me or make me feel bad...Mero maan ma Ram matrai huncha aba dheki...Hare Ram, Jay Shri Ram, Jay jay Ram, Sita-Ram... * bows head *

you must be kiddin me dawg... lol hehhehehehhehhehe

I am really happy for you methodman....you gave your life to god...only good things can happen now.

त्यो फर्केर आऽको भन्ठानेको? राम्ररी हेर, साथी हो! त्यो त भूत हो, भूत!!!!!!

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"LoL @ poontey dai :))
i was guessing same hahaha
OOPS! darr lagyo(((ducks behind the cupboard humming hanuman chalisa)))

haha methodman, is your khopadi bullet proof or were u wearing a helmet??

i thought u already "cocked the trigger"

Thank you everone for helping me thru such a tough time in my life...It took lots of praying and well-wishing from you all, but I got thru everything ok....Also, more good news:...my girlfriend came back to me....we had an argument about a week ago...which was the main reason I was contemplating suicide...but now my baby's back...and I am happy...she is my angel here on earth...below is the pic of the most important person in my life...and I want to share it with you all...because you all are the reason I even have teh opportunity to be with her...thank you

damn your gf is so hot man ! lol

he's cute..

* She *

Thank you cool keta, and zalim bro...you both are my niggas for life..Jay shri ram!!