We were sitting in the car
And I told him to stop
As the car came to a halt
In my throat was a knot

"We have to break up"
I said with a frown
He just stared at me
Then he looked down

He picked up a paper and pen
And scribbled something on it
Not paying attention to me
God I feel like shit

He folded up the paper
Then handed it to me
Still holding back the tears
"Read it later" he said calmly

He started up the car again
And we were on our way
Why did it have to end like this
Did it really have to be today

I shoved the paper in my pocket
As we crossed the rail road track
Then we stopped at my house
I got out without turning back

I took long heavy steps
Because I'm nothing but trash
Then something grabbed my attention
When behind me was a huge crash

I turned around to see my nightmare
I recognized the car instantly
A train and a car were coiled together
From there, everything got so blurry

Figures running and screaming
"Oh my god, call the ambulance!!!"
Although I already knew he was dead
My life truly is unfair

I just couldn't accept it
The pain I have inside
A million knives went through my heart
And the pain I could not hide

I remember the note he handed me
I read it and began to cry
It said in four simple words
"Without you, I'd die"

BadarniKT,

Loved all of your poems. Very deep, emotional and one can find their own self on those words. Keep up the good work. It just feels like to me that you were hurt at one point in your life when it comes to matter of love. Correct me if I'm wrong.

ejuram ji!
Thank you and yours is nice too.add some more la


TURBINE Ji!
Thank you.well i am not hurt in love yet but i do think about getting hurt.hehe

badarnikt ..you write really good poems. Keep it up !!

sristi sis thank you.

You called for my name,
but there was no answer.
You tried to find me,
but I could't be found.
You dreamt of me,
but I became forgotten,
no matter what you did,
or what you said,
I escaped from everything,
nowhere to be found,
heard,seen or felt.
You wanted to hold me close,
you wanted to touch my face,
you wanted everything,
just from me...
But, I was never here,
I was all your imagination..
A fragment from your life...
I thing from your past...
You wont deny it,
but it is all true.
Yes, to lose one close
is harse,
but..just because you can see me,
doesn't mean I'm there.
Just because you can touch me,
doesn't mean I'm made from flesh and bones.
Just because I'm in your dream,
doesn't mean I'm really there in reality...

dear Badarniketi,

ke ho testo? writing too much about me and posting it here....re kya?

give me a call when u get a chance....will be waiting for you....

Farki herna man lagyo aaj feri...
Katai Timi aaudai chau Ki vhanera
Udhaas vhai dincha yo man feriiii
Timi na aayeko dekhera.....
Beersana Khojirahechu Timi lai
Ki timro Parkhai ma chu....
Bujhna Kehi sakidina ma
Timi aaune aasha Kina Aaja pani.?
Jaba Ki malai tha cha timi aaudenau Vhanera........" Miss U a lot "

he he EjuraM ...bad poetry+good poetry duittai jitne bicchar ccha ki kya ho...he he :p

badarnikt ko poem pani ramro rahecha ni ta....

Badanikt lai ussko tyo birsi dine friend ko answer:

You called for my name,
but there was no answer.
>>>> I called the wrong number dear

You tried to find me,
but I could't be found.
>>> Why u shifted ur appartment??

You dreamt of me,
but I became forgotten,
>>> i just met Alicia before dreaming...not my fault

no matter what you did,
or what you said,
I escaped from everything,
nowhere to be found,
heard,seen or felt.
>>>>> Why u went back to nepal??

You wanted to hold me close,
you wanted to touch my face,
you wanted everything,
just from me...
>>>>> Did i have other alternatives ???

But, I was never here,
I was all your imagination..
A fragment from your life...
I thing from your past...
>>> Thanx god it was all imagination

You wont deny it,
but it is all true.
Yes, to lose one close
is harse,
>>>>> is that so?? hmm...would give another thought...am tubelight...

but..just because you can see me,
doesn't mean I'm there.
>>>>or else i would have been in trouble...

Just because you can touch me,
doesn't mean I'm made from flesh and bones.
>>> ya ya how can i forget blood??

Just because I'm in your dream,
doesn't mean I'm really there in reality
>>> what more can i ask for??

in jest

thank u!
he he

forget ji!
sunsho na me aila mamaghar ma chu k u know . I will when i come back home la.

Ejur ji! wowow
Nice one and thank u for posting here


Ardent ji!
Thank you much for answer. ke tha tyo frined hajur nai ho ki hehehe

Badarni KT ji,

I'm still loving your writing. Please keep it up. Another question popped in my head since your last reply. I'm glad that you haven't been hurt and I hope that you don't have to face that day either. But, you said you think about being hurt. Is this your way of preparing yourself should the worse was to ever happen? Just wondering. Hope to read more of your writing soon.

Turbine

Ardent,
That was pretty clever. I liked it. A very touching writing turned into a comedy. Nice job.

TURBINE ji!
Thank you again. yep u r right
preparing myself for the worse

Badarniketi....

Nice poems.......

No emails for me??

forget me not ji!
here hajur pani malai email lakna audina ke.............

:) BKji NICE POEMS AS USUAL...
Ardent bro nice job...;)

With special dedication to badarnikt:

It is my joy to find
At the every turning of the road,
The strong arms of a comrade kind,
To help me onward with my load;
And since I have no gold to give,
And love alone must make amends,
My daily prayer is while I live -
'God make me worthy of my friends.'

Kusum_baba

Nirman ji! Thank you


kusum baba ji! wowow
Thank you Nice one

Mera Aasu
Rooydene timraa Ti naayan....
Aankha Vhari aasu lee
Hami le Khaye ka ti kasam
saamjhi leeuda Aankha mero
Ferii Bheezi deyo..
Kalpana Ko,hamroo Gaoon ma
Haashi,Khushi...
Saangai Jeeuni baacha
Samjhi...Mutu mero
Feri Baljhi Deyo...

तिमि विना एक्लो हुँदा म पनि त रोएको थिँए
आँखाभरिऽऽ आँशु लिइऽऽ पर्खि बसेकोऽऽऽऽऽ थिए ।

Badarnikt,

r u a kt? why do these guys want yr email address or want you to write them? I think they know you. Anyway another one for you:

When you've counted all your money
And stashed away each pound,
And told yourself there never is
Enough to go round-

That's the time to tally up
The things you get for free,
The sunlight and a baby's smile,
The shade beneath a stately tree.

Unlike your wealth, they're always there
For rich and poor alike to share.
And of course, remember I am here
And I am happy thinking you are there,

One day we may meet up
As the world go round,
And the light inside lit up
when a 'true friend' is found.

Kusum_baba

" PAGE'S OF MY LIFE "

Chadi gaayin USle malai..
Baacha jasto vhaneera." childish "
Bujhna sakina usle mero Hriday
Ek roop maile Usma jo..Afnoo aama ko pani dekheko thiyea........